#336. Morden Gang Member Banged Up in 53 Prisons - Justin Rollins

In this episode, Justin recounts his stark and violent past as a gang leader in South London, initially starting as a graffiti crew at a young age. He describes how his journey into violence began out of fear and a need for respect, progressively escalating to using weapons for protection. He shares chilling stories of fights, altercations, and the brutal realities of gang culture, including a vivid account of a violent confrontation during his youth that cemented his reputation as a leader in the WZ gang. Justin's life took a tragic turn with the mysterious death of his best friend Joe, which deeply affected him and led him deeper into a cycle of violence and crime.

After serving a sentence in a young offenders institution, he continued living a life of crime until he reached a breaking point. Justin highlights his struggles with mental health, including PTSD and OCD, stemming from childhood trauma and experiences in prison. He ultimately chose to seek therapy, which introduced him to EMDR (Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing) treatment, enabling him to confront and process his traumatic memories. Today, he shares his story with others, advocating for healing and understanding of the impact of childhood trauma, emphasizing that many trapped in cycles of violence are essentially children in adult bodies seeking healing.