#348. 90s Crystal Palace Hooligan & Prison - Carl Thomas

In this episode, Carl recounts his experiences as a football hooligan for Crystal Palace, detailing how he became involved in the culture and the thrill it provided him. He reflects on a particular incident against Portsmouth that deepened his involvement and the fierce rivalries that defined the era. Carl openly shares the mental health issues arising from his chaotic lifestyle, including addiction and the double life he led. His narrative touches on several violent and risky encounters, his struggles with drug addiction, and the subsequent legal troubles he faced, including a four-year prison sentence for violent disorder. The conversation shifts to his current mental state, where Carl discusses his battles with depression and suicidal thoughts, exacerbated by his environment and struggles with self-identity. Throughout the episode, Carl expresses his desire to reconnect with loved ones and work on personal growth, emphasizing the importance of reaching out for help and being honest. The discussion offers a raw look at the consequences of a life filled with turmoil and the potential for redemption through honesty and seeking support.